Tuesday, March 31, 2009
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Friday, December 5, 2008
terribly sick.
it's been so long since 've last updated.. due to exams, sch work and i'm too lazy. hahas.
mj went over to korea with for uni visits and oh my, i'm terribly sick, ie love sick. it's been so quiet without her.. her laughter, her smile, her sajiao.. all the things i'm missing it. before i slept yesterday, i was like listening 123541353415 times to 2 particular songs, i miss u dear :(
alright, i guess i better start making my way to the gym, i need to keep myself occupied if not i will seriously die. love you dear.
mj went over to korea with for uni visits and oh my, i'm terribly sick, ie love sick. it's been so quiet without her.. her laughter, her smile, her sajiao.. all the things i'm missing it. before i slept yesterday, i was like listening 123541353415 times to 2 particular songs, i miss u dear :(
alright, i guess i better start making my way to the gym, i need to keep myself occupied if not i will seriously die. love you dear.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
stressss
oh man, i wonder why is my stress tolerance level so freaking low?! early preparation will help i guess. haha
anyway, my darling has not been feeling well for the past few days, and esp even when herself dunno whether if it's gastric or heart pain. this makes me so worried can? grrrr. to my dear if u;re reading this, take care of urself and do tell me whenever u're not feeling well, cos we still have a lifetime together. so if u're not feeling well for a lifetime(CHOY!), i will take care and worry for u for a lifetime as well.
alright, back to my books... yawn
anyway, my darling has not been feeling well for the past few days, and esp even when herself dunno whether if it's gastric or heart pain. this makes me so worried can? grrrr. to my dear if u;re reading this, take care of urself and do tell me whenever u're not feeling well, cos we still have a lifetime together. so if u're not feeling well for a lifetime(CHOY!), i will take care and worry for u for a lifetime as well.
alright, back to my books... yawn
Friday, September 19, 2008
you and I
today is the 16th day since i confessed my feelings. That moment was full of shyness and anticipation, no words can describe how i feel. but yet now, i truely madly in love that it hurts tomuch when fears of rejections called in. i should have understand more about your feelings before making those remarks. i'm sorry darling, that's because i have already treat u as an inseparable aspect of my life. i guess i will not propose out the question and let you take your time to tell me ur final answer. i've promised u not to think about this issue anymore and i won't. but yet, it sure hurts.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
dilemma.
it's raining like crap these few days and it sure is dampening. i don't even want to wash my car as i believe that it's almost a certain waste of money and time.
yesterday was delightful. i watched money no enough 2(finally) and shedded tears at the last part. i think the grandma deserves an award la, better than zoe tay and fann wong. i shedded tears earlier than mj. wth la. saw aunty lily and mj walked away, making me like clueless. hahaha. dinner makes me FULL like hell. jialat. i getting fat again. STARVATION CAMPAIGN! no food for 2 days!
to my dear friend out there, hope you can get your problem sorted soon. may you make a decision most suitable for you.
yesterday was delightful. i watched money no enough 2(finally) and shedded tears at the last part. i think the grandma deserves an award la, better than zoe tay and fann wong. i shedded tears earlier than mj. wth la. saw aunty lily and mj walked away, making me like clueless. hahaha. dinner makes me FULL like hell. jialat. i getting fat again. STARVATION CAMPAIGN! no food for 2 days!
to my dear friend out there, hope you can get your problem sorted soon. may you make a decision most suitable for you.
Monday, August 25, 2008
haven been constantly asking myself, is that the best solution? is the the best way by being selfish to myself? i seriously do not know.
looking at how happy and vibrant ur life has been is truely a console to me and i asked myself, will i be able to do that for you as well. perhaps you can say i'm not confident in myself or that i don not like you enough, but the fact is that you'll be happier without me. may you stay happy always. perhaps i should stop looking back to the past,though months have passed yet i can still feel the pinch. i doubt you're feeling the same thing. silly me.
looking at how happy and vibrant ur life has been is truely a console to me and i asked myself, will i be able to do that for you as well. perhaps you can say i'm not confident in myself or that i don not like you enough, but the fact is that you'll be happier without me. may you stay happy always. perhaps i should stop looking back to the past,though months have passed yet i can still feel the pinch. i doubt you're feeling the same thing. silly me.
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